Ok well, if any of u miscrents even care to read this journal then go ahead, it's kind of a summary of my summer, with love, romance, fun, adventure, heartbreak and all that crap so here it goes...

Ok so i started off my wonderful *cough cough* summer liking my best friend in the whole wide world, most of u who are reading this probably know him as Detwiler. Yeah well summer was okay for the first few weeks I went to camp, hung out, did chores, went to the movies with William. He bought me flowers, it was sooooooooooo increadably sweet. Then I went on vacation to Minnesota, I stayed there for two weeks and hung out with old friends and family from back when I used to live there. (lol, I felt old when I said that.) Me, my mom and my little brother stayed at our really good friends the Crawford's house, they have two boys. One's my age his names Eric and like my twin brother, his brother is Will, my brother's age. Yeah well let me tell u I had a lot of fun there, we did a lot of stuff. Now I just want to get this out in the open but I did have a little crush on Eric, yeah I know, what a loser am I? But I knew it would never work, lol, yeah so I just let it go. (Shhhhh, nobody tell William, lol, I'm such an idiot) Well anyways I had a lot of fun there, and the two weeks were some of the funest weeks I'd ever had there. Now you know how when you get home from a vacation and you just want to sit around at home for a little while, well i didn't get to do that after I got home. Nope, I got one day, ONE FREAKIN' DAY!!!!!! Then I got shipped off to church camp, FUNNEST CAMP EVER!!!! Yeah well that camp changed me a lot, I'm not gonna say because it's very extensive. Well anyways after that awesomerific camp of funness and waterskiing and river rafting. (Yeah I know I can't believe I went river rafting, I actually fell out of the boat XP, it hurt, i landed on a hard rock and I couldn't sit down for a while cuz I had a bruised tailbone.) Well anyways, after church camp I had like only 12 hours to get ready for GirlScout camp, yeah tough luck huh. Well my GS troop had planned a trip to go to Silverwood, yeah I know sounds like fun. Well it was at first, we went around the little towns around our camping spot, ate some icecream and went swimming in some lakes. Then we went to Silverwood, guess wat? It was raining that day, it was horrible and cold. My friends tried to get me to go on a rollercoaster (I'm super terrified of rollercoasters) yeah well it didn't go to well, lets just say they dragged me through the line and then I bailed. I'm such a good friend right? NOT!! lol, but anyways the waterpark was uber fun, even in the rain, once u got running around and in the water everything was fine. Anyways during all this fun at Sliverwood a thunderstorm blew in, yeah I know terrible luck huh. So we got out of there fast and rushed back to our campsite, yeah well all we had was tents so we had to sleep in the car, fun. (I was the one who had to sleep on the floor XP) lol, but it was fun, one of my friends was really scared of the thunder and lightning so we made a game of it and screamed as loud as we could whenever we heard or saw it. Good times, Good times. Yeah well that was practicly the extent of the trip, the next day we got up, packed up and left. I can't tell u how glad I was to be home, it was like heaven. Then my problems started up. I started to start texting one of my really good friend Triston, he was back from his mom's place in Illinois and he had just had his b-day, we talked a lot and I started to start liking him (srry Will). Then I realized that I didn't like William anymore (*sadface* I know I'm horrible). I told him that (EXTREME FREAK FEST, which I understand totally). It was horrible, I was really depressed after that. But I didn't tell that to the two guys involved (Triston and William) for verious reasons. Anyways, life went on, I tried to talk to Will, trying to at least salvage some of the friendship that we had had. It was totally depressive making, but I lived, barely. Then came along the oreintation, yeah that thing, and I saw William, he was so cute XD. Yeah well we hung out and everything but he felt really distant to me and that just made me more depressed (I didn't show it though). That's when I fell for Will again, yeah I know I'm extremely messed up. Well anyways now I like two totally different guys who practicly hate each other and schools about to start (whoopie, NOT!). Story of my life, lol, suckish isn't it. But it's totally my fault so it's my problem...



WOW that was long, well anyways, thanks for reading, I know it was kind of depressive making but that is the story of my life